RUHANIYAT

Meri udasiyon ka teri yadon se rishta purana hai, Ye Khamoshiyan he hain, jo ab mera fasana hai. Kaho kaise ho, kaise ab bhala puchhu, Tumhe kaise btau main, ki mera hal-e-dil kya hai. Mujhe padhte ho shiddat se, jara samjha bhi hota, Yahan shabdo ka nahi Jana, laga jajbaton ka mela hai. Tumhe kya ilm bhi hai ki, tumhe jeeta hu Mai kaise, Teri yadon me likhe in ehasas ko jajbat se padhna. Tu kya Jane teri har yadon Ko maine sanjoya hai, Tujhe kaise bataun mai, ye Dil Khun k anshu bhi Roya hai. Teri fitrat me jo tha ishq, usko isaq na kahna, Yun chehare pe saja masumiyat ab kisi se isaq na karna. Hai gar thodi si bhi gairat ka bacha ansh bhi tujhme, Apne maa-baap k bache Maan ka apman mat krna. Tujhe Kasam hai Apne Ishq ki wadafaramosh tu sunle, Kisi se waqt bitane ke liye phir jhutha ishq na karna...

Jo dil hai ye sirf mera, Ismein gunjti hai dhadkan teri... Tujh bin naa ho mera sawera, Raatein bhi hoti hain meri andheri... Tu ruthi hai to lagta hai jaise ruth gyaa hai mujhse khuda mera... Jo dil hai ye sirf mera, Tere naa hone se ab bhot mushkil se chal rahi hain saansein meri ... Mana jo kia vo  kabil-e-tareef nhi, Magar tu jawaab de to sirf itna, Kyaa mere bin tu bhi adhoori hai nhi... Laut aaye tu sirf ek baar ab to yhi dua hai meri ... Tujh bin tanhaa jee raha hu mai, Tujh bin ye zindagi hai adhoori ... Jo dil hai sirf mera hai...

Jo kaha hai tune bewafa mujhe, To phir kya hai Wafa ye bhi batla de mujhe... Ye jo teri aankhon mein aai nami hai, Is nami ki wajah dhudhna kya Wafa nahi hai... Kya tere alfaazon Ko hotho par aane se pehle hi padh Lena, Is hadd tak gehari teri padhai ki hai kya ye Wafa nahi hai... Afsos hai mujhe ki jise tune samjhaa Wafa, Bewafai wahi hai... Tere husn ki tareef karne mein dikhai hai sabne Wafa, Sachi wafa kisi ne nibhai nahi hai... Sirf tujhe paane ki tamanna rakhne walon ki tamanna Wafa nahi hai, Aur mera teri har aadat mein khud Ko dhaal Lena ye koi bewafai nahi hai... Shayad ye baat aaj tak kisi ne tujhe samjhai nahi hai... Kisi ke lakh thukrane par bhi uske wapas aane ki aas rakhna, Ye bewafai to nahi hai...

Ishq karo, Ek baar karo... Karo agar kabhi to sirf sacha wala pyaar karo... Jism se khelte hain sab agar, tum kuch alag roop ikhtiyaar karo... Mat bhaago ishq ke pichhe, milega sacha ishq tumhe, thoda to intezaar karo... Fir bhi jo kabhi ho jaye galti koi, galti vo na kabhi do baar karo... Jism ki bhook mitane ko na tum istemaal kisi ka yaar karo... Pehli jhalak mein ho jaye waise hi, saari umar kisi se pyaar karo... Jio apne liye bhi tum, Magar zindagi mein kisi ki khusiyan bhi beshumaar bharo... Rang roop zaroor dekho tum, magar na kabhi sirf rang roop se pyaar kro... Ishq dhudhne nikle ho kyu, ye khuda nahi jo dhudhne se mile... Ishq ka sirf intezaar karo tum, jo Ishq hua to mehboob me khuda bhi mile...

Maine dekhe the jo sapne naye naye, Meri ankhon se wo ojhal hote gaye... Jinhe chaha tha pas maine hamesa, Wo door hain mujhse kyun chale Gaye... Mai phir bhi hu khada, na kabhi mai dara, Sau bar hu tuta phir bhi ladta rha... Kaali aandhi me bhi mai deepak sa jalta rha, Bujhane ki kosis thi sabki, Magar mai nakam har kosis krta rha... Abhi hun akela to gum nahi mujhe, Jo akele chale wo itihaas likhte rahe... Thokar mar k thukraya hai jinhone, Unhe kya pta mere iraade or majboot hote Gaye...

Ek khwahish hai meri, Mujhe tujhse ek ijazat chahiye... Kaise kahu kya hai hasrat Dil ki, Samajhlo bas yu hi tumhari inaayat chahiye... Jo ab bhi muskil lage mere jazbaton ko samjhna, To samajh Lena sirf itna... Mai ni mangata khudaa ho har waqt sath mere, Magar mujhe akele or tanha hone pe tera sath chahiye... Thodi si khusi he thik hai mere liye, Kisne kahaa mujhe khusiyan behisaab chahiye... Sara samandar ni mangta mai tujhse, Mujhe to ek mausam ki barsaat chahiye... Ek khwahish hai meri...

Kuch roshan hai asman par andhera sa chhaa gya... Kuch nishan hai tere dhundhle pade par rasta nazar agya... Kuch pheeki si thi zindagi par tanha rasto par chal kr maza agya... Kuch roshan hai asman par andhera sa chhaa gya... Kuch khoya khoya sa tha mujhme par kar akela khud ko zindagi ko paa liya... Kuch roshan hai asman par andhera sa chhaa gya...

Meri maa aaj bhi khuda se bas meri hi khusi chahti hai... Khud Ko ho kitna bhi dard mere dard pe marham lagati hai... Ladti hai mere liye or mujhse bhi kabhi lad jati hai... Vo meri maa hai jo sabse jyada is jahan me mujhe chahti hai... Nahi socha hai kal apna uske bina kaisa hoga... Vo nahi hogi to us bin soona mera jahan hoga... Mai bhi khuda ke dar pe jab kabhi jata hu... Apni us maa ko har janam k liye khuda se mang kar aata hu... Hai jiski dua me shakti itni ki mod deti hai har pareshani ko dur mujhse... Han vo sirf maa hai jo tod deti hai har gum ko...

Vo humrahi jo aaj bhi sath hai mere, Dur ho gya par aaj bhi pas hai mere... Teri yadon ki bujhi hui aanch jo hai... Teri vo beparwah hasi ki awaaz jo hai... Teri choo jaane ki garmahat is hawa me aaj bhi hai... Bin liye tera naam hotho par aajane ki aadat aaj bhi hai... Tere marham lagane ke liye dil chot khane ko taiyar aaj bhi hai... Vo humrahi jo aaj bhi sath hai mere, dur ho gya par aaj bh pas hai mere...

Jhooth kha hai kisi ne ki pyaar me toota insaan pyaar karne se darta hai... Vo to har wakt har lamha kisi na kisi se pyaar krta hai.... Bas dil ka lagana use ek bar fir kuch akharta hai.... Vo apne dil ke tutne se jyada kisi aur ke dil ko todne se darta hai.... Darta hai kahin us pyaar me reh jaegi koi kami to hoga anjaam kya.... Uski adhoori mohbbat de jayegi kisi ki aankho me namii to hoga anjaam kya.... Jhuth khaa hai kisi ne pyaar me toota insaan pyaar se darta hai.... Sach hai uski mohbbat badnaam hai, tabhi kisi aur ki mohbbat ko badnaam karne se darta hai...

Chup tha mai jis din tumne sath chhoda tha, Mere hatho se apna wo hath chhoda tha, Kehna tha bahut kuch par alfaz ni nikle,  Us pal kyu ki tmhari ankho ne barish ka agaz bola tha. Bardast ni hota tumse yun dur hona, Nahi chahta tha tumko yun khona. Dard bhr gya hai mere hr ek alfaz me, Abto niklti ni wo muskraht jo aa jati thi har bat me. Tut gya hu pura par kisise byan ni kr skta, Koi meri khamosi ki juban ni smjhta. Chup tha mai jis din tumne sath chhoda tha.

Hi.. This is Vishal Pandey. Presently I am pursuing B.Tech .This is my page to share some of my writings.... Hope u like it...